hello new year..

welcome to 2012.

2011 was a very chaotic year filled with plenty

of change. i suppose though, that each year we automatically

anticipate changes that we ourselves strive for or that will come our way

without caution.

2012 will also bring change, but for me, i believe its 

going to be the kind that will set my path in life.

with goals to complete all of my continuing education 

and get my designation by the end of this year paves the way for

a long future and stability in my career.

the girls are growing and becoming more and more the

person whom they will live to be..and enjoying that change

is such a privilege.

our new home is being built and we've got our current

place up for sale so that will mean living with my parents for

an extended period of time (which should be interesting..) until

its ready to move into.

and as the countdown begins to the big 3-0, -MY big 3-0,

i'm realizing i'm starting to become (still slowly but surely) the

person who i was meant to be. its not about being the perfect

size (though i am working on being healthy), its not about 

being the perfect parent (though i will always put my kids first),

its not about being the perfect spouse (my hubby will probably say that i'm not anyways lol).

but most importantly:

it's about me just being me.

and surrounding myself with those who are cool with that.

forward, march.